[ crow is literally just sat on one of the starting blocks for races, sorta staring at nothing and looking like he's not entirely at home right now. but then he blinks, and raises a hand. ]
[ what's up nier. let's say this is post party games. crow is just sprawled out on the ground somewhere in the athletics fields, not really paying much attention to what's going on around him. ]
[ what up nier, it's pool time. maybe crow is just looking for things to take his mind off literally everything that's happened, but here he is at the pool.
his coat is not present, and he's definitely wearing swim gear with the stupid wiwaldi blazer over his torso. he looks up when it's apparently someone else is here and after a moment of what looks like slight hesitation, he gives him a wave. ]
[ He's morose, in his swim gear, too... But he's merely sitting on the ledge and kicking his feet in the water. No blazer or shirt on this time, he is just shirtless so there is a myriad of scars all over, then some light bruises.
[ time for romantic(?what's romance) garland making, hei lesgo. crow's exploring the orchard area, and seems to have got himself a handful of cherries from one of the trees.
[ alrighty. so. crow's in the library. kinda sprawled in one of the chairs with a couple of books in front of him, not really looking like he's taking it all in.
'sup nier. not suffering too much from the formal yesterday? chicken gate? ]
You see the two heads of your village, Devola and Popola, and they tell you the truth (to 2:56). They aren't strangers. They aren't acquaintances. You have always seen them as like your parents after yours passed. Why?
Why are they doing this?
You hear them explain to you—your body isn't your own. You aren't human. You are merely a tool; everyone in this room is. It's hard for you to process. You have always thought that you had little control over your life and to have that confirmed cuts you deeper than you imagined.
Did your choices ever matter? Does your life matter? Do any of them matter...? If you don't matter, then why? Why are you here, suffering?
You always wondered why you felt so broken. You always wondered why everything felt orchestrated, like you're a doll being played with. They give you your answer. They're giving you all the answers.
They're wrong. You are an empty shell with no soul. Your life matters. You never meant anything. Your sister's life matters. She never meant anything. Your friends' lives matters. They never meant anything. Shades are monsters, always. You have been killing true humans all this time.
You always knew life had no purpose aside from the one you gave yourself. You made a purpose for yourself. You chose to combat cruelty with kindness because if there's nothing, why paint it black? You endured, you persevered, despite how it could amount to nothing that matters.
well. none of that is what he expected to see today, when he entered the auditorium just planning to chill there for a while. he's never had to question his own humanity-- well. not really, not until recently. but he is, was, human. that much was always certain.
this though? this is a lot. the concept of having that certainty ripped out of your hands and tossed aside sounds like a weight he's not sure everyone could handle. he opens his mouth to say something, but--
well. it is (7:07 - 14:27) memshare (22:53 - 26:00) week (34:48 - 39:00). i am sorry this is so much and so long but nier gets the full package. ]
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weekend 0, saturday
Hey. Found the cafeteria area, I see.
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Yeah, though I don't really know what to make out of all of this.
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sunday, week 0
What would you give someone for their birthday? With the things we have at our disposal here on campus.
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uhhh. depends on the context? who're you buyin' for?
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monday, week 0
Anyway, this is a pool and he's squinting at it like it's the most SUSPICIOUS THING IN THE WORLD, until he sees Crow. He perks up! ]
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Yo. You exploring?
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week 0, wednesday
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week 0, sunday
his coat is not present, and he's definitely wearing swim gear with the stupid wiwaldi blazer over his torso. he looks up when it's apparently someone else is here and after a moment of what looks like slight hesitation, he gives him a wave. ]
Thought swimming wasn't your style?
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[ He's morose, in his swim gear, too... But he's merely sitting on the ledge and kicking his feet in the water. No blazer or shirt on this time, he is just shirtless so there is a myriad of scars all over, then some light bruises.
Also me, designates Nier as twunk with muscles. ]
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tuesday, w1
There's no nice music.
[ bad tavern. ]
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... What were you expecting, exactly?
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week 1, wednesday
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saturday, w1
It doesn't seem like we did it this time.
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week 1, sunday post execution
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[ he might be half dozing. ]
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Go ahead and sleep. ]
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week 2, monday
he raises a hand when he spots nier. ]
Busy?
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[ Nier is just looking at the flowers! ]
I have never seen some of these before.
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week 2, thursday morning
'sup nier. not suffering too much from the formal yesterday? chicken gate? ]
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Also, he’s fine. He’s back to looking not fancy as usual, but in uniform. ]
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week 2, saturday
that was a trial and a half.
anyway, crow's just sprawled out in a patch of sun looking less than excited about life the universe and everything. ]
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monday, w3
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well. none of that is what he expected to see today, when he entered the auditorium just planning to chill there for a while. he's never had to question his own humanity-- well. not really, not until recently. but he is, was, human. that much was always certain.
this though? this is a lot. the concept of having that certainty ripped out of your hands and tossed aside sounds like a weight he's not sure everyone could handle. he opens his mouth to say something, but--
well. it is (7:07 - 14:27) memshare (22:53 - 26:00) week (34:48 - 39:00). i am sorry this is so much and so long but nier gets the full package. ]
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week 6, sunday
It's weird having this much room to walk around in now.
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[ Nier imagines it for Crow to see! Like... Just a room? ]
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week 7, saturday
It stops when he sees him. ]
Hey.
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Didn't realise you played.
[ he DIED before the music room opened. tragic. ]
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